Blossoming

Been very neglectful of my Blog ): need more hours in my day!

Please Note: if you are not into muscle/fat weight gain, then this is not the blog for you.  

Since my last post I have grown somewhat :D now tipping 111kg (244.7lbs).  That's 49kg (108lbs) above my lowest weight ever.  Gosh!

I've recently updated my Fantasy Feeder <3 profile: bigbeautifulbelly :D and added a few pics.

Physically: 

My clothes are noticeably tighter, very tight actually.  Its winter here so with the added padding of thick warm clothes I look positively huge!  Sitting now, its resting warm and heavy on my lap.  I'm constantly aware of it, its big, round and heavy too so pretty hard to ignore.  I've started wearing body shapers every day to try to keep it from sagging (I prefer the high, rounded look).  And I wear my waistbands under my belly too (besides, I can't get them done up over my belly).

Mentally:

Strange as it may seem to others, I'm thoroughly enjoying the sensation of having this rather large belly. It is a substantial belly at that. I know many people out there think gaining is a twisted way of attracting attention. Everyone is entitled to their opinion, so here's mine: if I'm feeling happy about my body, that's a good thing right? I've been thin before, I had to starve myself to get there and stay there.  I remember being hungry all the time and when I'm hungry I'm moody.  My body seems to easily maintain a constant weight at 100kg (220lbs). Any lower and I need to keep fighting the weight down.  I may or may not lose weight in the future.  Right now, I'm satisfied with my progress and celebrating being a big girl.  :D

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How it all started..

Hmmm, I think it all started when I was a kid.  Always thought pregnant bellies were absolutely beautiful.  Today I love ALL round bellies.  I love big bellies, pregnant bellies, beer bellies, the heavier and rounder the better.... and I also love my own :-D

In 2000 (after extreme dieting) I weighed 136lbs.  I was married shortly after that and from our wedding day and all through our honeymoon and beyond, we totally let loose and just ate and ate at every opportunity.  No small wonder, since I'd been starving myself for 4 months prior to getting married!  Looked great, but MAN was I HUNGRY!  

I gained 84lbs within the first 4yrs of marriage.  My husband is a fantastic cook and we were always out at restaurants ;-) but in those few years we also indulged in ALOT of burger takeaways.  Since then I've remained pretty constant at 220lbs with 2 pregnancies in that time each taking me up to around 265lbs.

I don't do junk food anymore, maybe once a month if the craving calls for it, usually pizza.  My diet is actally pretty healthy, plenty of fresh fruit and veg, dairy, eggs, lean meat, non-processed foods, of course I include carbs like pasta but I tend to stay away from bread (or try to).  So basically I just eat ...uhm... ALOT :D  I don't like soda.

Conversions: 1" = 2.54cm 1lb = 0.45kg
Height: 5'3" -ish

Quick Notes:

07 Mar 2010:  220lbs

12 Mar 2010:  38E bra 46-39-51

17 Mar 2010:  222lbs

28 Apr 2010:  231lbs !! wow finally some progress !!

30 Apr 2010:  236lbs (I packed in a huge amount this week, guess its only starting to show now :-D

01 May 2010: 46-44-51 (5" added to my belly in 7wks!!!) BMI is around 53.7%

01 Jul 2010:   belly sitting 53" belly standing 51" bra 46" thighs 30"

13 Jul 2010:   220lbs (back down and Happy with where I am:-)

13 Feb 2011:  227lbs 61.35% (pretty big leap up the scale, feeling fat and heavy!)

27 Mar 2011:  237lbs (10lb gain after 8 weeks of free eating - including a 4-day stuffing spree.  I haven't been to gym in 4 months.) bought a new bra today: 36F !!  Struggling to find pretty bras for large sizes :-(((
08 Jun 2011:  240lbs 62" belly (sitting) 38F bra

Strange as it may seem, I really enjoy weight training and a moderate cardio workout.  Clearly I don't work out every day ;-P usually twice or three times a week.  Over the years I've managed to significantly increase my muscle weight (and a few extra pounds).  That said, I haven't been to gym in 6 months ~ which explains my rapidly expanding girth.  :D 


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